A/N: sorry for the extremely long MIA! To make up for it, this chapter is going to be very long but a little confusing. Enjoy!

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“Did I think too much? The special feeling that was between us wasn’t just pure friends? Why can’t I find this feeling with Junsu then?” Fany thought.

As he walked across a pavement. he stopped at a tombstone, “I still love you, don’t I?”

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*Back at the studio*

“Aish, what’s wrong with hyung?” Junsu annoyingly sat down and pouted.

“Hyung” Changmin faced Yunho, “Yoochun hyung likes Fany-ssi?”

Everyone, except Changmin, could roughly figure out the answer. But… they were hoping that things would not happen as they have imagined.

In the mean time, Fany was running away from the building, heading to a place that would definitely make her feel better: her mother’s tombstone. Fany reached the cemetery and panted.”Geez, I’ve never ran so much before.” She thought. Slowly, she dragged her feet towards her mother’s tombstone, brushing her sole against the fallen maple leaves. As she reached before her mother’s tombstone, tears started trickling down her flawless face.

“Omma, I won’t be feeling like this if you were still here right?” Fany whispered as she bent down on her knees. Fany’s mother left her when she was still in her early teens, leaving her to explore the definition of love by herself.

“Omma, how? What should I do?” Fany said as she brushed her fingers against her long and silking hair. Although her mother left her when she was still very young, out of all her family members, she was the closest to her mother. Even after her mother’s death, Fany would always visit her when she’s feeling down. Fany always thought that her mother was her guardian angel.

At the same time, same place, Yoochun was also crouching down, brushing his finger tips against the picture displaced on the tombstone.

“MiYoung-ah, I still love you, don’t I?” Tear trickled down his cheeks as he remembered what happened earlier in the morning.

*Flashback starts*

*Phone rings early in the morning*

“Yeobusaeyo?” Yoochun asked lazily.

“Yoochun-ssi, still remember me?” A cold voice whispered at the end of the phone line.

*This voice sounds familiar…. * Yoochun wondered.

“KIM MISOON?!” Yoochun tensed up and immediately woke up from his “daze”.

“Pabo Chun, what took you so long to recognise my voice” The voice at the other end sounded annoyed.

“Mianhae MiSoon-ah, I never expected a call from you ever since what happened 5 years ago…” Yoochun apologised and his heart sank a little when he mentioned “5 years ago”.

“…” the other caller remained silent/

“So, how’s life?” Yoochun started the conversation.

“Yoochun-ssi, you’re asking me how’s my life after ruining my happiness?! Seriously, I can’t understand why unnie still loved you that much even till her deathbed.” The caller shouted.

“Sorry, I really did not know what to do… I.. wait.. What deathbed are you talking about?!” Yoochun’s heart rate started to accelerate, trying to think that MiSoon might just be exaggerating like she used to.

“Unnie! MiYoung Unnie! You bastard! She died 2 years ago over the depression you’ve inflicted on her. For the past 3 years, have you ever wondered how she survived day by day?!”

“…” Yoochun did not know what to say… He accidentally dropped the phone on the floor and many sweet memories of him and MiYoung resurfaced in his mind.

“Yeobusaeyo?Yeobusaeyo?” The caller on the other end screamed.

*MiYoung -ah, Wae? What happened then wasn’t the perfect ending I could have given you but I couldn’t think of something better that could end your misery…* Yoochun thought.

Suddenly, the call ended and Yoochun received a text.

“301 Mayline Drive,

Tomb number: 501”

Yoochun saw and grabbed the phone tightly to his chest.

“Dolphin Junsu!!!” You better get back here now!!” Yoochun could hear Fany’s voice coming from the corridor.

*Ohgod, I don’t want her to be the next one.* Yoochun whispered. He stood up, wiped off his tears and went in front of Fany and Junsu.

“Behave yourself! Don’t act like you are that close to us…” Yoochun whispered to Fany as he walked past coldly, hearing all the remarks that Fany made. However, Fany didn’t hear what Yoochun whispered afterwards,”Mianhae Fany”, countless of apologies.

*Flashback ends*

Yoochun stood up and shouted “MiYoung Mianhae, Fany Mianhae!”

“Who’s that person screaming?!” Fany thought. (Remember that they were at the same place just different parts of it)

*Back at the studio*

“Hyung, its getting late and Fany-ssi isn’t back…” Junsu asked Yunho worriedly,

“Don’t tell me you like her too?” Yunho crossed his arms.

“ANIYO! I remember Fany-ssi saying that there’s a shooting tonight but I can’t remember which one exactly.” Junsu rubbed his head.

Suddenly, they heard that someone was opening the door and hoped that Fany returned but it was Yoochun.

“WHAT?” Yoochun was surprised when he saw everyone staring at him.

“Hyung, did you see Fany-ssi on your way here?”Changmin asked.

“Why? She isn’t back yet?” Yoochun’s voice sounded worried,

Everyone started shaking their head.

“SHIT!” Yoochun cursed. He immediately shut the door and ran to his car. The only thing that was on his mind was finding Fany. He punched her numbers on to his keypad, hoping that she would answer her phone.

“Damn, why isn’t she answering her phone?!” He tossed his phone to the back seat and started driving.

*Nothing must happen to you..* Yoochun prayed.